wall climbing

haha i will be having a new activity...


i'll be climbing deformed walls with oddly shaped rocks mounted on it...

yes i'll be doing wall climbing...

last wednesday aeo and i went to toby's arena at glorietta to look for a bag...

then we saw the wall climbing area and the instructor...

the instructor then convinced us to do climb haha...

after we climb my arms are swelling haha...

and that made me feel good...

A Blog for 2006

haha

Usually i don't make new year resolutions...

it's because for me, it's like making a promise that will surely be broken.

but i do resolutions in the middle of the year :D haha and i do it everytime i fall...

Now i will uplift my abilities not only in basketball and academic, but in almost everything...

I'll be changing... again...


-> falling down is not an annoyance, there's always a trampoline beneath you that that makes you bounce up, and as you fall the chance is higher that you'll achieve your goal.

tapang...

talagang ganun...



dahil sa sobrang pagmamahal mo di mo talaga namamalayan kung ano na yung ginagawa mo...



dahil sa pagmamahal mo nagkakaroon ka ng tapang na sabihin at magpakatotoo...



bilib ako sa'yo...(tol alam kong nagmamahal ka lang....)

bakit ganun???

bakit ganun...

bale wala sa iyo yung mga sinasabi nila tungkol sa kanya...

masaya ka pag kasama mo siya, na parang wala ka nang pakialam sa kung ano mang sabihin nila???

sa kanya umiikot yung mundo mo...

natuto ka magmahal ulit dahil sa kanya...

komportable ka pag kasama mo siya...

nagkaroon ka ng concern sa studies niya...

binigay mo lahat ng pagmamahal mo sa kanya...

kala mo masaya na???

iba yung pinili niya????

nagkulang ka ba??? o talagang di ka lang niya matututunang mahalin???

palagi ka na lang nagmamahal pero nasasaktan ka... di ka ba nagsasawa???

kailan ka kaya matuto??? sana malapit na...

nice one...

haha there are really things that you don't expect to happen...

you're seeing signs but because of the hapiness you experience... you dont mind them...

things like that makes you more negligent and unaware of what is happening...

that's why another lesson has been learned...

never look on the world as if it has only 2 people on it... there may be instances wherein you think there are 2 but the reality is it's only you who lives in that world ...

i need to cry but tears aren't falling... i hate it when it's like this...

quite sad... but more motivated

i'm in a bad mood today... i failed the ENTJAVA midterms and i know that i would...

but honestly the feeling of sadness is overwhelmed by hapiness and motivation. I am more motivated to study because of many factors.

I am more motivated because i realized that i can do well, i also realized that i have to be more envisioned in studying, the failing mark in java is not a factor for me to lose hope i just have to focus. Aeo is right "marami ako masyadong gustong gawin" i want to do so many things and because of that i am losing my focus. i always say before that "nasa mind set lang yan!!!" ant that's right i must set my mind in what to do... there will be only a few things that i will do and those are... "friends, basketball and most of all STUDIES and FUTURE PRIORITIES". I only need to sacrifice time to disregard basketball but not my friends... FOCUS...

Another factor for being motivated is the fact that our barkada already had our open forum... we talked, we cried and we reconciled... and i am touched with the view of us holding each other's hands and telling God our ideas and insights.

I hope our barkada is forever... I want our kids to be friends too... may we continue to treasure each other...

Lord Bless our barkada and our Families...

issues

i really need to pour this out...

why is it that when you're younger your problems are very easy to manage????

i really don't know what is happening to our barkada today...

we're all falling apart because of some reasons...

maybe this entry would help, maybe this will not, but i just want to say the things that's inside

my head

I am really sad because our barkada are facing some problems... there are many happenings

that makes me feel bad... i really can't say it here... but i have something to tell you... i think this

will help us overcome out trials...


i know that this is a trial given to us by God... and he would not give trials that we can't manage.

these are the things that will help us...


- Always remember to Forgive

"tayo tayo na nga lang ang magkakasama di pa natin mapatawad ang isat' isa... wag naman

sana tayo magpalipas ng galit dahil kahit sabihin natin na maghihiwalay hiwalay din tayo,

siguradong may time in the near future na kakailanganin natin ang pakikisama ng bawat isa..."


- Walk a few steps away from the Picture

"maging malawak ang ating pang-intindim tignan natin ang mga pangyayari at isipin kung ano

ang nararapat na gawin... kasi habang tumatanda tayo nagkakaroon tayo ng

wisdom... at sa pagkakaroon natin nito lumalabas ang pride... at dahil sa pride tumatanda

tayo'ng paurong..."


- Value Friendship

" haha nasasabi ko ito dahil sa tingin ko wala nang tatalo sa ating samahan dati... pero sa

nakikita ko ngaun... unti unti tayong naghiwahiwalay... parang isang bumagsak na supot ng mga

holen, tayo ay unti unting nagsisilayo at lumalabas sa bonds ng ating pagkakaibigan...

nanghihinayang ako, ayoko na maghiwahiwalay tayo... sana ma realize niyo"


- Wag mag tanim ng Galit

" Wag mo hayaang sakupin ka ng pride mo... wag mo isiping makaganti... isipin mo kung pano ka

makakapag patawad... wag mo kimkimin ang kalit mo dahil pag nagtanim ka ng galit galit rin

ang babalik sa'yo..."



----> mga tol onting malasakit lang sa isa't isa maayos natin lahat to...
----> sana maintindihan nyo...

BasketbaLL!!!, School, and what have we???

Basketball!!!

haha we won kanina astig the game was decided by the blu-ray's wearing of wrong jerseys :D..


although i sucked i am happy hehe... the game was crucial it was really given to us... our composure did not worn out... i am happy for our team...

haha i was out of the game because i had 5 fouls haha that's 2 consecutive games...
i promise to be more aware on my fouls...

i will not let them down...


School

wahh i'm fucking up already... i dunno what i'm doing it sucks because everthing is going wrong now...

i'm writing this down for me to realize what i'm doing...


DL pala ha!!! then i sucked!!! i need MOTIVATION!!! and i'm gaining some of it now!!!

i'll promise myself to do it very well now...

Be hyper again nieL!!!

Haha MorNing!!!!

haha i'm still at the comlab hehe, everybody was "bAnGAG" haha!!!, i dunno what we'll be doin today grrr so bad trip asarness, hehe although this will be submitted next week the pressure is still there and it's strong, i don't thin i know what i'm saying now... crapness hehe...