Dramaside...

wall climbing

2006-01-08T04:22:00.000-08:00

haha i will be having a new activity...

i'll be climbing deformed walls with oddly shaped rocks mounted on it...

yes i'll be doing wall climbing...

last wednesday aeo and i went to toby's arena at glorietta to look for a bag...

then we saw the wall climbing area and the instructor...

the instructor then convinced us to do climb haha...

after we climb my arms are swelling haha...

and that made me feel good...

A Blog for 2006

2006-01-01T17:19:00.000-08:00

haha

Usually i don't make new year resolutions...

it's because for me, it's like making a promise that will surely be broken.

but i do resolutions in the middle of the year :D haha and i do it everytime i fall...

Now i will uplift my abilities not only in basketball and academic, but in almost everything...

I'll be changing... again...

-> falling down is not an annoyance, there's always a trampoline beneath you that that makes you bounce up, and as you fall the chance is higher that you'll achieve your goal.

tapang...

2005-12-07T06:21:00.000-08:00

talagang ganun...

dahil sa sobrang pagmamahal mo di mo talaga namamalayan kung ano na yung ginagawa mo...

dahil sa pagmamahal mo nagkakaroon ka ng tapang na sabihin at magpakatotoo...

bilib ako sa'yo...(tol alam kong nagmamahal ka lang....)

bakit ganun???

2005-12-07T04:23:00.000-08:00

bakit ganun...

bale wala sa iyo yung mga sinasabi nila tungkol sa kanya...

masaya ka pag kasama mo siya, na parang wala ka nang pakialam sa kung ano mang sabihin nila???

sa kanya umiikot yung mundo mo...

natuto ka magmahal ulit dahil sa kanya...

komportable ka pag kasama mo siya...

nagkaroon ka ng concern sa studies niya...

binigay mo lahat ng pagmamahal mo sa kanya...

kala mo masaya na???

iba yung pinili niya????

nagkulang ka ba??? o talagang di ka lang niya matututunang mahalin???

palagi ka na lang nagmamahal pero nasasaktan ka... di ka ba nagsasawa???

kailan ka kaya matuto??? sana malapit na...

nice one...

2005-12-06T08:28:00.000-08:00

haha there are really things that you don't expect to happen...

you're seeing signs but because of the hapiness you experience... you dont mind them...

things like that makes you more negligent and unaware of what is happening...

that's why another lesson has been learned...

never look on the world as if it has only 2 people on it... there may be instances wherein you think there are 2 but the reality is it's only you who lives in that world ...

i need to cry but tears aren't falling... i hate it when it's like this...

quite sad... but more motivated

2005-11-28T12:22:00.000-08:00

i'm in a bad mood today... i failed the ENTJAVA midterms and i know that i would...

but honestly the feeling of sadness is overwhelmed by hapiness and motivation. I am more motivated to study because of many factors.

I am more motivated because i realized that i can do well, i also realized that i have to be more envisioned in studying, the failing mark in java is not a factor for me to lose hope i just have to focus. Aeo is right "marami ako masyadong gustong gawin" i want to do so many things and because of that i am losing my focus. i always say before that "nasa mind set lang yan!!!" ant that's right i must set my mind in what to do... there will be only a few things that i will do and those are... "friends, basketball and most of all STUDIES and FUTURE PRIORITIES". I only need to sacrifice time to disregard basketball but not my friends... FOCUS...

Another factor for being motivated is the fact that our barkada already had our open forum... we talked, we cried and we reconciled... and i am touched with the view of us holding each other's hands and telling God our ideas and insights.

I hope our barkada is forever... I want our kids to be friends too... may we continue to treasure each other...

Lord Bless our barkada and our Families...

issues

2005-11-19T07:57:00.000-08:00

i really need to pour this out...

why is it that when you're younger your problems are very easy to manage????

i really don't know what is happening to our barkada today...

we're all falling apart because of some reasons...

maybe this entry would help, maybe this will not, but i just want to say the things that's inside

my head

I am really sad because our barkada are facing some problems... there are many happenings

that makes me feel bad... i really can't say it here... but i have something to tell you... i think this

will help us overcome out trials...

i know that this is a trial given to us by God... and he would not give trials that we can't manage.

these are the things that will help us...

- Always remember to Forgive

"tayo tayo na nga lang ang magkakasama di pa natin mapatawad ang isat' isa... wag naman

sana tayo magpalipas ng galit dahil kahit sabihin natin na maghihiwalay hiwalay din tayo,

siguradong may time in the near future na kakailanganin natin ang pakikisama ng bawat isa..."

- Walk a few steps away from the Picture

"maging malawak ang ating pang-intindim tignan natin ang mga pangyayari at isipin kung ano

ang nararapat na gawin... kasi habang tumatanda tayo nagkakaroon tayo ng

wisdom... at sa pagkakaroon natin nito lumalabas ang pride... at dahil sa pride tumatanda

tayo'ng paurong..."

- Value Friendship

" haha nasasabi ko ito dahil sa tingin ko wala nang tatalo sa ating samahan dati... pero sa

nakikita ko ngaun... unti unti tayong naghiwahiwalay... parang isang bumagsak na supot ng mga

holen, tayo ay unti unting nagsisilayo at lumalabas sa bonds ng ating pagkakaibigan...

nanghihinayang ako, ayoko na maghiwahiwalay tayo... sana ma realize niyo"

- Wag mag tanim ng Galit

" Wag mo hayaang sakupin ka ng pride mo... wag mo isiping makaganti... isipin mo kung pano ka

makakapag patawad... wag mo kimkimin ang kalit mo dahil pag nagtanim ka ng galit galit rin

ang babalik sa'yo..."

----> mga tol onting malasakit lang sa isa't isa maayos natin lahat to...
----> sana maintindihan nyo...

BasketbaLL!!!, School, and what have we???

2005-11-19T06:15:00.000-08:00

Basketball!!!

haha we won kanina astig the game was decided by the blu-ray's wearing of wrong jerseys :D..

although i sucked i am happy hehe... the game was crucial it was really given to us... our composure did not worn out... i am happy for our team...

haha i was out of the game because i had 5 fouls haha that's 2 consecutive games...
i promise to be more aware on my fouls...

i will not let them down...

School

wahh i'm fucking up already... i dunno what i'm doing it sucks because everthing is going wrong now...

i'm writing this down for me to realize what i'm doing...

DL pala ha!!! then i sucked!!! i need MOTIVATION!!! and i'm gaining some of it now!!!

i'll promise myself to do it very well now...

Be hyper again nieL!!!

Haha MorNing!!!!

2005-08-27T07:34:00.000-07:00

haha i'm still at the comlab hehe, everybody was "bAnGAG" haha!!!, i dunno what we'll be doin today grrr so bad trip asarness, hehe although this will be submitted next week the pressure is still there and it's strong, i don't thin i know what i'm saying now... crapness hehe...

SoftArc oVerNight MAdNess

2005-08-26T20:40:00.000-07:00

haha i'm currently at our school's comp. lab. haha we'll be making our SoftArc project, we may not get any sleep at all hehe. but i think it's fun, haha just like a simulation of what is on the real world. haha i have 3 sachets of 3in1 coffee hehe... nice i'm hoping that i'll be awake!!! hehe ORAYT... :P

reward...

2005-08-23T23:02:00.000-07:00

haha it's been a while i'm feeling very well though i'm tired i'm feeling that every single effort that i exerted this term was being paid off, haha me and kapow got a 95 for our major exam in ASP haha that's quite good. it's also a good news for me that recently, i have no Major Exam lower than 80 haha i'm happy and encouraged. i'm really feeling it now hehe... Our DSL connection was also connected now hehe now i'm really talking!!! hehe it's good to have a fast connection it'll be a very big help for me and my studies. and also for my other extra activities hehe.. :D

haha!!!

2005-07-29T17:05:00.000-07:00

nice one! i know that "again" i wasn't able to update my logs the past few days... haha but what happened the past few days was a hell of an experience... last sunday i was not able to play basketball, although i was on the playing court very early i was called by my sibling because will be washing our car daw... then after the washing my mom told me that we'll be going to Manaoag church at Panggasinan then i insisted not to join them. but during the las minutes of their departure i changed my mind and told her that i will be joining them instead... then we travelled almost 5 hours to get to panggasinan but the wait is worth it. because on the resort the food tastes so heavenly haha!!! sobra ang sarap ng food nila grrr... haha!!! then on the morning of monday me and imman went to the beach to swim then we rode a boat. haha that's nice 1 hour of seeing the shore and the open sea, bad trip hehe... but it's ok hehe... we then ate our breakfast and then we're back to the shore then back to tables for merienda, then at 12 we signed out the hotel then head back to manila.

this day aeo and i conspired to take videos of me giving VH1 tickets to girls hehe :P nice one!!! :P i'll be going home after a while now hehe...

Waddup...

2005-07-19T16:02:00.000-07:00

haha long time, Again i haven't updated my logs for quite a while. haha i went o my tita's office yesterday to give her the so called USB hub hehe...(parang extension kaya lang USB hehe). then i brought her blank cds. hehe we have no psychology classes today hehe... i'm currently having my webpro2class ASp is really hard i can'tunderstand it but i'll be studying it at my house na lang. grrrr. hehe. yesterday was my dad's birthday i really can't beleive that he's already 50 years old it seems to me that he's only 40+ haha... parang sipsip lang ba??? hehe but really i'm telling the truth.

our guitar will be fixed soon hehe they brought it to jb music para ma repair siya hehe...

Certification...

2005-07-04T15:56:00.000-07:00

hahaha it has been a long time since i logged hehe... the hell... i'm at school now hehe we've just finished reviewing for the logdsgn and comarch cert. exams hehe... one word "REVIEW" that is what i must do hehe... i must study harder now hehe... we'll be taking 200 items of hell... hehe now that's serious hehe... i'm now planning to have a daily routine which contains 20 minutes of jogging, 50 crunces, 50 push-ups, and 30 minutes of shooting hoops... hehe i really need to be fit hehe...

anyways my lolo was operated last week i was really scared of the posiible things that may happen to him while the operation is taking place. but with the help of God and the Doctor's skills tha operation was successful... i really thank the people who prayed for him hehe.. Godbless you all hehe...

A long long long long Log...

2005-06-16T00:00:00.000-07:00

this blog may show you a lot, hehe but now what?... it has been quite a while since i've written a piece about my life, anyways so many things happened the past few weeks, things like i've banged the left backlights of our car at the bull bar of a very sniffy van. that's quite scary hehe my knees are shaking after the accident happened hehe... i'm not afraid of the accident instead i'm afraid on what my dad will be telling me and what action will he make to punish me because of my accident but nothing happened exactly i was give a parole hehe :P but i can't drive now because of that event, which is a total BS. then after that our Crosswind was replaced with a new vehicle hehe the FORD EVEREST... wow it's really different that the Crosswind... eventhough our previous AUV has a tv on it riding the Everest is quite pleasurable, it's so spacious and the seats are very comfortable hehe... but what the hell? i still can't drive it...hehe

June 6 was the 1st day of classes but my luck rised from 0 to 100, i was informed that i have no classes at M-W-F whatta hell of a school week for me! i 'll be going to school every T- TH from 11AM -6PM then on Saturdays From 1 - 4 PM haha... nice i have time to rest, but if you're taking a 3 hour Java class and a couple of 1.5 hour class you really need time to rest... 3 hours straight with a few 10 minutes break is quite boring, but what can I do i need to study... hmmmpfffff... haha

I'm planning to get in to the DL this term hehe... finally i realized that i need that for my credentials... naks! lakas ko na hehe :P

My psych. subject is killing me i'll be reading almost 40 pages of pure text about psychology... damn it's one chapter... hehe i think i'll be reading a few pages this night and then read the others tommorow on my way to school hehe... :D chige i'll be goin' na hehe...

yellow cab...

2005-06-13T00:59:00.000-07:00

haha i'm currently eating pizza from yellow cab. bad trip i'm still worried about this pizza causing me to have flu and letting me lose a hunk of weight. because last year i ate about 3 slices of this pizza and after that i started to feel weak. then after that i'm starting to vomit almost everything that i eat. that's why i ate almost nothing for almost a week. i only drink water and pineapple juice (whoa! for a week) after that i recovered. but the changes are really noticable. everyone noticed that i've got thinner i'm a total wreck that time hehe... that's why i'm regulate myself eating this piece of delicious bread with ham and slices of pineapple + cheese on it's top. hehe. i'm feeling dizzy... why?

seeing the progress...

2005-05-24T21:00:00.000-07:00

as i said on my previous log, " i will be a man sooner"... now, what i have said is getting closer to reality... i am now aware of what is around me... i am becoming more sensitive... i can even see my mistakes while i'm making them and correct them while i'm in the process of doing them. i maybe funny, clumsy and childish previously, but don't look for the old me if you saw me transform into a more serious and quiet person. i must be a "man of sense", but there is a tradeoff on everything that will happen. expect me to be untransparent, as i transform you can't see my real attitude if your outside the picture of my personality, if we're not close you may see me as the "masungit" type of guy. but it'll all change suddenly if you have the chance to be with me. but i think i'll still be showing off my "kakulitan", but i'll be more discreet. nice.

a busy week it is...

2005-05-22T07:01:00.000-07:00

haha it's been a very very busy week for me this was my most productive summer week ever. i went to Aeo's house last wednesday to make our jobs for the orientation, but we also watched basketball games on the gym near their house. people in merville are really good players even kids are well trained... hehe... i hope i was like that before... then after sleeping at his house we went to school there we suddenly planned to go at my place and sleep here to finish and burn the fusion cds hehe... here we drank the powerful extra joss energy drink hehe... i didn't have any sleep that time hehe then after burning the cds i took a bath and we headed to our designated destinations, me i went to school to deliver the cds, aeo and rj went to their homes to clean up and do other things. then i hanged out at school i accompanied Patch to NB greenbelt to laminate the fusion ids hehe... while we were waiting we ate at wendy's hehe i am so hungry then because i have no breakfast that morning hehe... then before 1 am i tried to take a short nap.. but i slept quite too long that JR can't wake me up.. i woke up with all the people already preparing to enter the session room for the orientation hehe... then after that we oriented the froshies we toured them played games and gave them the cds... after fusion we ate at ministop... then as i head home i'm so sleepy that my head is falling apart... then i arrived home and slept... then saturday is a very good day my mom's highschool classmated went at our house to celebrate her birthday that is actually today... hehe then i went to Tomas Morato with my cousins, aunt and titos... then we went to DISH at the back of abs cbn hehe... there we ate some nachos and chips with fish... and we listened to the music of Juan Miguel and the "i dunno them ekek something ata eh"... hehe JM was so perky as said by tita aileen hehe he was very lively, he even jumps on the stage from the top of his chair just to strike some keys on his keyboard hehe... it was 10 pm when we transferred to sibil... hehe we made our orders and saw many people coming i thought the crowd was promising, i thought we'll all be partying all nite.. but it's a total bull crap when noone had the powed and guts to start the dance pary shit man that totally sucks but i'm still happy because i'm with the cofeeandbread gang hehe... then after the dreaded sibil we went around morato to look for other bars where we can transfer but can't find one so we just went to Mickey Dee's and take a sip of coffee and ate fries... then we headed to our homes hehe... it was total fun eventhough sibil sucked alot... hehe then today was my mom's birthday i'm currently chatting with my classmates while writing this log hehe... that's what you call multitasking... hehe we went to my lolo's house this afternoon and we went to attend masss hehe...

wahhh... my guitar broke...!!!!

2005-05-17T08:05:00.000-07:00

bad trip i really can't stand being at home with a walking disaster... bad trip this is the third time first he destroyed our rubber swimming pool... he stabbed it with a ballpen so many times that you can't vulcanize it to make it work again... another victim is my aquarium and my fishes the little devil tried to feed my fishes with baby powder, but instead he pulled the aquarium then it fell on the floor and it broke his ear... but guess what me and my siblings were the ones who were scolded... then that wicked piece of hell did that again he filthy hunk of junk... we were out this afternoon. we went to MC then headed to my mother's office after that we headed home my youngest borther then told me that something happened to our guitar.. bad trip this was total bullshit... my cousin who is hell sent destroyed our guitar... he played with it while we were away.. then the little jerk placed it back on the cabinet then it fell off the floor... bad trip i saw the guitar it was opened.. and now that sucker have no reaction "like nothing happened" shit i am fed up already... i'm not impatient but he really pushed to my limits even if he's a kid... damn it...

Changing...

2005-05-13T21:13:00.000-07:00

There were times that i ask myself "have i growned?" of "am i matured now?"... after my big time fall these were the things that i always ask myself about... a few days ago one of my best buds told me that we must change our image... for me i know that i've changed a lot since my fall happened... but there are really some things that i can't avoid to do... like laughing out loud with my friends, sitting on the floor while talking witn my barkada and many more... sometimes i think that was just a way of expressing yourself "kumbaga... walang pakialamanan" i'll do what i wanna do you do your thing and i won't intrude... but as my bud said we must be more concious on how we act... for me i think it's right because damn it we're 19 this year... it's our last year as teenagers... so we must act as real 19er... we must be more aware of our attitude.. though it may be hard to change my current attitude i'll do my best to be more serious when it comes to my acts... i must be a man of attitude... my moves must all be correct... i must watch my words... and many more.... i'll be changing my image this coming days that's why i'm telling this now for all my friends to be aware of my change... i'll be a man sooner...

haha post for almost a week!...

2005-05-11T15:45:00.000-07:00

hehe i wasn't able to make my logs the past few days hehe... because i'm too lazy hehe... anyways i'll be writing them all now hehe...

WED May 4

hehe i wasn't able to buy things for the outing.. but i'm so excited that i wasn't able to sleep hehe... nothing much happened this day.. hehe

THURS May 5

This is the most essential part of this log hehe... here lies the events that i've experienced on our outing hehe... this is the day when we went to pansol hehe i left home at 4 in the morning, papa drove me and kapow to MRT. I thought we will be arriving to the meeting place early.. but with our luck and my smartness the mrt opened 5:30 so we arrived there almost late... hehe then i also forgot to buy mallows... hehe... after that we rode the van then we headed straight ro pansol hehe... we arrived there at about 8 am hehe... then we unloaded our things from the van... then francis pushed me towards the pool... damn u hehe... then we ate breakfast... then we swam, played cards, some slept, then me and aeo went to celine's house (eherrrm!) hehe... then there i saw puppy "their dog" hehe (whatta name) hehe... then i saw celine's basketball court, she calims that it was high but for me, it's not hehe... then we borrowed her ball and headed to back to our shelter ("wow parang sundalo lang ah hehe")... we then ate our lunch... we went out at 5 to buy ice, coal , mallows and water... and also to fetch celine hehe... we then ate after eating.... me and celine talked at the poolside... hehe it's a long talk hehe i consumed almost 1500 ml of coke hehe... then after that we turnen on our bon fire hehe... then we played charades then we accompanied her to her house hehe.... then when we went back... we then continued the charades our team won hehe... then ater that we played cards and told scary stories which became funny because of kapow hehe... then we tlaked about our deepest secrets hehe... then we slept hehehe... that's all...

Friday May 6

hehe i woke up early hehe... then we cooked then ate then swam for a while... but the most dreaded thing was the rotten isaw sticks... damn it was colored black, with an unbearable stench hehe... mah god it took us hours just to dispose the bastard...

Saturday May 7

Nothin much happened i'm too lazy to wake up...

Sunday May 8

It's mothers day but nuthing much happened also...

Monday May 9

I played the guitar and watched tV all day... whatta progress...

Tuesday May 10

I enrolled and accompanied kapow to CAP hehe... then headed home...

Today

Nothing much i'll be going out later to play basketball...

what can i say???

2005-05-03T10:28:00.000-07:00

hehe our barkada's outing is near hehe... there's only one day to go, i'll be going to sm tommorow to buy some things that i need for thursday's event... hehe it'll be fun... even if our barkada is not that complete i still know that it'll be very excting hehe...

i went at the court to watch volleyball... hahaha... it is very quiet... few people watched the game... what sucks is that the game was the finals... hehe... noone watched the game hehe... except for me... because i was at the committee's table with tonette hehe... she was scoring while i'm scoring too hehe :D hehe waddaya think hehe...

the cofeeandbread gang's gimiK is also near i still don't know when will it happen hehe... but surely it will be held at the middle of may...

oh i went to Miriam College this morning hehe... nice views eh... hehe nothing more to say... hehe... after that i went to my school to have my assesment done hehe i will be having only 4 subjects... JAVA, PSYC, Comparch... and mmm i forgot hehe... but java has 6 units that's why it's a hell of a subject... hehe

weblog for 2 days... ehrrrm... make it 3

2005-05-01T10:35:00.000-07:00

haha i wasn't able to make a log yesterday and last friday... i think hehe... because i was so sleepy at those nights... i can't get online and write my logs hehe.. anyways...

we made some components for the fusion cd last friday hehe it was fun aeo, francis and rj went at our house and here we ate lots of food hehe :D... we also watched a volleball game hehe we are teasing francis with the gay player who is hyper active hehe... after watching and eating outside we headed home and ate our true dinner hehe... then we started our jobs hehe... everyone was busy doing his part hehe but francis slept hehe because his head was already aching hehe... aeo, rj and me atayed awake almost all night hehe and we all did out parts hehe... we've all made our parts... but still we have to improve them hehe...

yesterday we went to my tita's house because she celebrated her victorious passage of the bar exams hehe :D.. there i met lots of my relatives from my little cousins to my lolos and lolas hehe... we also planned of going out hehe GIMIK... hehe

TODAY... hehe we went to pampangga this afternoon to look for funitures hehe... but the furniture shop where we were supposed to go was closed.. so my mom looked at the other shops instead hehe... i also made the cofeeandbread yahoo group hehe... this is for the ones who must be informed about the gimiks that we will be planning hehe... that's all hehe :D

too early to be late...

2005-04-27T09:01:00.000-07:00

hehe... pachi told me yesterday that we will be having a meeting bout the orientation for the incoming freshmen... and as usual i'm late hehe... what's new... i'm late because the call time is 1PM and i really am lazy in term of coming to school on that time of the day...

i came there with them almost finished... and the room suddenly became noisy when i arrived hehe... that's what i call "Dating" hehe... just joking hehe... then after the meeting we had another meeting about our outing hehe we planned what to bring and what to eat hehe...

aeo, francis and rj will be sleeping at our house tommorow, because we will be making the cd to be given to the incoming freshmen... hehe nice...

gutar, cd project.. and other twists...

2005-04-26T08:10:00.000-07:00

haha.. at last!!! the strings of my guitar suddenly sounded the way i liked them to... haha!!! i now trying to play falling by janno gibbs haha and its good... i really

we will also be having our barkada's outing next week and i wish my mom will let me go with my barkada hehe... i don't wanna miss all the fun... because i'm sure it's a total kickass hehe

i've also finished my deal with tita marian. the giveaways fr their wedding and it happenin this coming saturday hehe... at last i'm done with it... now i can relax and enjoy summer withour having pressures.. hehe

mmm... our basketball team was also eliminated hehe... my god i dunno why we fell down but i really think it's good that we were eliminated hehe because im not seeing the teamwork in our "TEAM" hehe...

hahaha still have too many words to say... but i'm too lazy to ype hehe... next time... hehehe

hehe my first blogger post...

2005-04-25T12:45:00.000-07:00

hehe i'm back i usually write my logs at xanga but i realized that i can't edit the html code of xanga so i am in a barrier of expressing my insights... hehe chige! i'll be posting alot these coming days hehe and i'll also add my link to xanga.. good... hehehe